to stop

do you understand what it means to not stop tapping your foot
to not be able to focus
to feel pain in your body and think the worst
i am free and i well i am free i am well
but i cannot stop moving
which makes it hard to get any work done
so right now as my legs dance under my desk i'll write about it

one must always have goals
my goal is to ride the MS 150 bike ride this fall like i did last year
my goal is to battle and beat the bulge
my goal is to become stronger
my goal is to work out every day (I'm doing well on this goal)
my goal is to keep having goals
my goal is to enjoy each day, each moment, every second
my goal is to realize that fear is just anticipation, EXCITEMENT
i am happy with what life has given me
i am lucky and i am free
i have strength and hope and drive
and i will love every day, every moment of my life
the beauty of it all really is quite awesome


Skinnier, Faster, Live at the B.P.C.

Melissa Ferrick is playing and I am in bliss

xo my loves